Tuesday, June 16, 2009

The Stepping Stone Left Behind

I feel like I'm being left behind... Both my best friends dropped a big one on me. Melissa is having a baby in December and Tiffany is getting married next year. I am so happy for both of them and so happy that I get and have gotten to know them personally over the past few years and get to watch them grow up. I love them both to pieces and think they are both wonderful girls and would you believe they have been there and helped me with so much. and have had my back with more then i could ever ask for. But at the same time I cant help but let my self feel a little outta touch, I'm starting to wonder if God has someone out there for me. When is it my turn to get married and have children (kinda think I'm ready)? Or am I supposed to be the stepping stone in life. Which is how Id describe my life and my purpose, the stepping stone. I've helped people get through important things in their life and watched them leave afterwards. I've been the "mutual friend" people tell you how they met. I've helped make best friends and lovers. I've just always been that girl to help you along the way. And I've accepted it. I always knew that I was here to help people, I always wanted to be that person. But I'm kinda thinking, when is it my turn? lol when Can I met my future? Oh well... I keep praying To Jesus that he'll lead me where I'm supposed to go and know that He'll be my stepping stone...

1 comment:

Karen said...

sometimes a life without marriage and babies (yet) is just as fulfilling and usually when you're not looking for the right guy, he comes around, but I know you know all that. love ya toots you're doin great.