PS

Something to remind you of the beauty that can be found in the world.

Work in progress

Its been really easy for me to turn off my heart and brain... which can be good at time but most, not really. I dont know when this started to happen or how I learned to do this but right now it scares me. How can I ever begin to allow myself to love someone? When as soon as things get "scary" I turn them both off? I've been struggling to find my God again. So easily tempted by things of this world. So easily distracted. My wanted focus has been this: figuring out what I can do to change my dating habits. meet mr right? My reality Focus has been this: Drinking.
I'll firgure something out soon... Just another work in progress!

Back Burner

I know I know, its been awhile.. I think I started about 3 different sites at once and this one got pushed back a little. Sorry! Not really much time to type to much gotta work in about an hour and I'm cookin a pizza. I broke up with *man* (no names needed) and lifes been... interesting... I got into Photography with *man* and started a deviant art site. Visit me @: http://katesgr8life.deviantart.com/. its fun. The break up has been hard at times. He manages to break my heart with sympathy galore and it hurts to hear how hard hes takin it. He cries and that hurts the most. Knowing that I have the power to rip a heart out hurts more then I'd imagine. But I wont let that get in the way of finding out what I want from life and finding out about me.. which is the main reason we broke up (that and the fighting every other day, no exageration) so I refuse to be with him despite all the heart manipulation and sadness I've caused I cant be with someone out of sympathy. He's just gotta learn to be strong because we all have been there. Other then that I've managed to dig my pocket deeper into debt with all the "fun" i'm having. I'm workin more to get some money.... I've made the decision to take a class in the summer at front range depending on my move situation (ie. if I'm moving) I keep prayin to God that he'll lead me to where I'm supposed to go and am patiently waiting... Untill then!!!