Friday, February 27, 2009

Back Burner

I know I know, its been awhile.. I think I started about 3 different sites at once and this one got pushed back a little. Sorry! Not really much time to type to much gotta work in about an hour and I'm cookin a pizza. I broke up with *man* (no names needed) and lifes been... interesting... I got into Photography with *man* and started a deviant art site. Visit me @: http://katesgr8life.deviantart.com/. its fun. The break up has been hard at times. He manages to break my heart with sympathy galore and it hurts to hear how hard hes takin it. He cries and that hurts the most. Knowing that I have the power to rip a heart out hurts more then I'd imagine. But I wont let that get in the way of finding out what I want from life and finding out about me.. which is the main reason we broke up (that and the fighting every other day, no exageration) so I refuse to be with him despite all the heart manipulation and sadness I've caused I cant be with someone out of sympathy. He's just gotta learn to be strong because we all have been there. Other then that I've managed to dig my pocket deeper into debt with all the "fun" i'm having. I'm workin more to get some money.... I've made the decision to take a class in the summer at front range depending on my move situation (ie. if I'm moving) I keep prayin to God that he'll lead me to where I'm supposed to go and am patiently waiting... Untill then!!!

2 comments:

Karen said...

knowing what you don't want is sometimes just as important as knowing what you do want.....that's a start. ((hugs))

Kelly said...

"You said, I know that this will hurt but if I don't break your heart things will just get worse. If the burden gets hard to carry, just remember that the end will justify the pain it took to get us there."
-Reliant K