Without you I'll be miserable at best....

I met this man, who found me bleeding and insecure. He picked me up off the floor and helped me on my feet. He softened my heart. Just when I thought I was gone beyond repair he stepped in and started mending all my broken pieces. Just when I thought every man was the same he came in and showed me that I was wrong. He was perfect. Just perfect. So whats wrong? Why can't I accept him? Why do the only words that ring thru my head is "if its too good to be true, its probably too good". Why can't I just let down this last wall? This wall that I can't even get over. I've been climbing it for years. I was so close to getting it down and what happened? I miss him, its only been one whole day and my heart misses him so very much.. But I can't let myself get caught up in emotion. I must figure out whats wrong with my heart and come back so strong to where I can love him unconditionally. Just like he could with me. I must learn to trust him with me heart and my life. He has yet to prove me wrong besides for my insecurities letting me down... I just want to be the best I can give him and stop thinking he deserves better and also thinking hes found better..... when really his better was here all along....