Saturday, February 28, 2009

Work in progress

Its been really easy for me to turn off my heart and brain... which can be good at time but most, not really. I dont know when this started to happen or how I learned to do this but right now it scares me. How can I ever begin to allow myself to love someone? When as soon as things get "scary" I turn them both off? I've been struggling to find my God again. So easily tempted by things of this world. So easily distracted. My wanted focus has been this: figuring out what I can do to change my dating habits. meet mr right? My reality Focus has been this: Drinking.
I'll firgure something out soon... Just another work in progress!

2 comments:

Kelly said...

You will figure it out. Pray, pray, pray that the Good One will lead you where you need to be. Sometimes a fruit smoothie is just as fun as a beer! =)

Karen said...

amen!