Getting it off my chest.

Men. "You can't live with them, can't live without." God that is so true. I've been in this relationship for about 10 months with this guy and let me tell you, it has not been easy. I sometimes don't get why women put up with men but yet when we don't have one we're so lonely. I love him. I think I do but then again I dunno what love really is. So how can I really say I know? It's really easy for us lately to fight. thats it. We dont do anything unless its fighting or playing World of Warcraft, which can be fun but not EVERY day and for HOURS (yes I mean HOURS) of playing. Is it to much for a women to ask her man just to want to do something other then that? like a date or maybe go on a walk or shit even go on a walk downtown. Well apparently it is alot to ask for. We can't ever come up with things for us to do but its SO easy for him to come up with things to do with his "boyfriend" ok "friend" (who might I add just broke up with his girlfriend so hes not exactly someone I want my guy to be hanging out with especially when we're "On the Rocks") So fine, go downtown baby have fun. And tomorrow when I want to go out with the girls I hope I don't get any grief from him (which I know he will give, its pretty much inevitable when it comes to me going out) but I'm starting something where I do what I want to do that makes me happy. I'm pretty excited about it. I'm working on becoming a shift again at work which I think will be good for me until I get some money to get back in school (which I will BTW) I recently transfered stores and I'm working with my old boss (Kisha) again and it is so refreshing to have a manager who actually gives a hoot about her co workers. And I've been trying to find a dance class to get involved with, those things are soo expensive!!!! I'm also going to start yoga up again. So needless to say I'm pretty excited for the up coming months ahead where I can focus on making my life better for me and not revolving my world around Men. Today is a winding road........... you never know where you'll end up.