Today was a weird day. Mostly cause I had to work and that I didn't feel well.

(thanks brother I blame you) and also cause my dad and sister were missing. I woke up wanting to cry today cause I remembered that my sister was not going to be there and also I couldn't help my mom with all the hard work. I tried not to cry on the way to work because I was upset that I wasn't going to be able to give my best at work today. I tried not to cry as I finally got to help mom because again sister wasn't there and the house was quite. And again I try not to cry as I'm writing this because I just read my moms blog and found out she was sitting at home alone. Which makes me feel bad. But then it just reminds me how thankful I am for all these people that bring tears to my eyes. I'm so thankful for all that I have that I can afford to go out and make stupid mistakes like getting to drunk, which makes me thankful that I can be responsible enough to know I dont want to do that anymore.

My mom is so amazing I don't know what I'd do with out her shes the number one person that keeps me so calm and humble in my day to day life . I'm thankful for my Sister and how amazing she is and how close we've gotten, which I didn't think it was possible for us to get any closer but I'm glad I'm wrong about that. I'm thankful for my daddy and how protecting hes always been and how caring he is. I'm thankful for my brother and how smart he is. How funny he is and also how caring he is too. I'm thankful for David who is perfect for showing me love the way God intended for me to experience. How happy he constantly makes me. I'm thankful for Cayden because he brings so much joy to all out lives daily and hes 900 miles away. All in all I'm very thankful for my life thus far and am glad I can share it with the people I love the most.
Ciao!

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