Sober Sets In

Well here I sit 3 days in of being Sober. So far so good, Monday night was good I kept pleanty busy by going on a date with a nice guy I met and had a great time. Today was fine because I worked all day. Tonight. Well its just begining. Its 830 pm and I'm going to meet some girlfriends at TGI Fridays. I did notice today I had trembles. like my hands were shaking... and I couldnt stop it. I also realized how selfish drinking is. I've been harboring alot of anger towards my father. (sorry if your reading this) My poor mother has already had enough troubles with drinking problems starting at a very young age that lasted long into her 20's and 30's with her brother and her own father. And now, she sits here in her 40's dealing with it from him? Taking in no consideration of this what so ever. Not even hearing a word that comes out of her damn mouth. I'm starting to wish I had the guts to say something myself, I guess I'll save that for when I've got my own plank out of my eye. I pray nightly for My Mommy and Daddy... God will take care of this.. He has to before someone else does.....


Day 2 and 3 of sober: Realization of anger and "the shakes" and starting to get a strong desire for a ice cold beer.......